Monday, March 28, 2005

Cards for fun

So, one of my co-workers is going to teach me how to play poker. I already know the basics, but he's going to teach me how to win. This guy is a poker wizard. I've also been playing cards with Elizabeth's family quite a bit lately. We usualy play Phase10, wich I enjoy, and we also play Rage (I think it's German). My life is moving along, slowly, but it's going somewhere.

Monday, March 07, 2005

I'm frustrated

I'm just frustrated with the direction my life seems to be stuck in right now. I know I'm not really stuck, but it feels like I'm just not going anywhere. I need to finish paying off my car before I can really do anything else with my life, like go to school, which I really don't want to do.

I'm trying to get back into my writing, but that seems like the only thing I can do. The music thing has come to a screeching halt, at least on my end. Elizabeth is still writing songs, songs that astound me, but there really isn't much that I can do with her career. I don't know how to work the taxes if we make somehow manage to get ahold of the money we need to record the album, and I have now idea how we'll even get the money. There are just so many things that I need to do, stuff that God needs to provide a way for, and I'm going to try to be patient, but I don't believe that God wants me just sitting on my hands until something happens.

So that's my frustration, but I can praise God that I got a raise, that I'll be getting the hours I need to pay off my car earlier and save up to move out and ge married, but that's about it right now.