Saturday, May 20, 2006


Running sound at church is an extremely high source of stress for me. Gabe is running it for me today, and I'd been feeling really out of sorts (see previous post and multiply by 10000000000). But the moment he said he'd do it for me, I felt much more at ease. I feel like I have a lot resting on my shoulders and I'm the only one who can carry the burden. I lay it down at the Feet of God and he picks it up and gives it back, with more weight than before. I don't know what to do. I've never been in control of anything, but I'm losing my sanity. I don't know how much longer I'll last.

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