Friday, December 29, 2006

I feel sick

So, my parents are having a....misunderstanding and my Mom is at a hotel for the weekend. They have both told me that things will be fine, but somehow, I don't believe it. So I'm eating cereal, trying not to vomit, and wondering if I can keep my OCD/addictive personality under control. Oh yeah, have I mentioned depression is hereditary? Not that I intend on ruining my own life, but I feel like I'm in danger....of at least losing my mind.

Thursday, December 28, 2006


Ok, so I'm less than half way through the first step sheet in my revisions and I've already made significant changes. These are important changes and I like them, so I'm excited. The only reason I'm quitting for now (and possibly for the day) is because my eyes are weirding out and I don't want to damage my vision. Anyway, I'll explain in detail how I'm going about this writing process next time I post. Promise.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006


I just saw The Good Shepherd. Good movie, but long. It's not your typical spy movie, so don't go expecting a high action flick. For those of you who don't like smart movies, the type you have to pay attention to, you won't like it. More later.....maybe.

I'm typing out my step sheet now. I want to have all revisions done by the time school starts so I can get audience input on any changes and/or additions to be made. I hope to start writing hard-core by May, but school may interfere.

Anyway, off to bed.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Ho Ho Humbug

So, I had some crappy Christmases the last three years. Don't let the post title fool you, I don't expect the same this year, though it'll take a miracle to keep me from getting depressed again. I know I don't want to spend the entire day with my family, I want to spend time with my friends also. My family is important to me, but so is the extended fam......those people who aren't related by blood but mean just as much to me. I don't know if or what they will be doing, but I hope I get to do something with them.

On a similar note, I've been longing for marriage again, and I know that will bring me down some. That's another reason why I want to spend time with my friends. It's either that or working on that bottle of Jameson I have in the freezer (not desirable). So, pray that I don't get depressed this Christmas. Pray that I bring glory to God, and that I will patiently wait for the woman God has for me.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Snow and stuff

So my two brothers and I spent about four hours digging out two cars today. There's a third one more burried because of how much snow we had to get out from in front of our cars (two to three feet in places). Now it's piled at least five feet high in front of my mom's car. Good thing they won't need it any time soon.....too bad that's because they're stuck in Kansas. I-70 is closed :P

I beat the Legend of Zelda game for the Wii.....awesome. I don't do reviews, but if you want to know how it went, ask me in person.

As much as I've liked having a three day weekend, I'm actually glad to be working tomorrow. It'll give me something to do.

Not much writing done today because of the digging.

Tired, gonna get more food, watch a movie, maybe drink some Jameson (Mmm, yummm :)).

See ya'll later.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Work work work

I'm hoping that I don't have to work tomorrow since I'm not scheduled to. But with my store closing today, and a blizzard warning in effect until late tomorrow, I might have to cover for someone. That is, if I can get out of my driveway in my tiny honda civic. There's seriously at least a foot of snow around my car....and I shoveled this afternoon!

I got some writing done, and I think I'll be able to make my deadline for the stepsheet. I'm excited!

Off to dream of a beautiful Irish lass......if you know any looking for marriage send her my way ;)

It's snowing...

So my store is closed today. That means I don't work....which could be a good thing or a bad thing depending on how much I do today. As soon as I finish posting this, I'm going to eat my lunch and work on that mystery I've been working on for almost a year.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Class is OVER!

I am DONE with school for the year. No more classes until Jan 16. WO HOOO! Anyway, I'm going to pick up my novel outline tomorrow and get that running again. Updates will follow.

O yeah, The Wii Rocks!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Fun evening

So, I didn't get as much studying done this evening (Dec 1) as I wanted to. My little brother cut his finger, so I had to take him to the hospital to get it glued shut. I just got home from Denny's where I ate with a friend who tagged along. Going to catch up on my WebComics and go to bed. I hope I get my homework finished today so I can hang out with friends on Sunday.