That's how I feel. I need a change, something has to change. I have to feel like I'm making progress! I must or I'll go insane. I want to quit my job, not because I hate it, but because if I can do that then I must be moving forward. I don't have any other source of income, though, so that's not an option. I want my book published, but I couldn't get a contract and an advance in the next two months, not with my class schedule. I feel like all of the things that I must focus on are the things holding me back.
On the other hand, if I work diligently, I should have the outline finished by tonight. Ready to send by morning. That would be awesome.
The marriage thing is still bothering me, has been all day.